"Eventually, I tend to Disregard^^Each time I argue with a Retard"
Yet, Another Sunny day, and still Excessive Routine are killing my brain cells and eating my conscience alive, Leaving you feeling as a rusty Robot at the end of the day. I always feel sick how some people, or most people act around me, not because they treated be bad, but because they are just the way you hate them to be, in my working environment, they ask about promotions. They are always questioning any of the designees around them, spreading rumors , and above all that, stalling all the work and trying to perform conspiracies amongst each other. This is not healthy as I try all my best to avoid those arguments and do my job and head home. Work is not the same anymore.
We used to be united, so workaholic and most importantly, A Family, something rare to see in any institutions' environments. I used to perform extra hours on purpose just to hang out with my friends, chatting and throwing all those jokes constantly. Even in national holidays, I was volunteering to work at those days just to be in my 3rd home (after my real home and the college). In Ramadan Specifically, I was enjoying my time the most, as we eat our Futoor there with the rest of the team. There were no distinctions between Senior or Newcomer, Team Leader or an agent, or even the manager with the rest of the crew. I can feel free to express any of my thoughts publicly, I would never conceal, why would I do that?!.
Well, at least, that what it was look like back then, I can't imagine that the same place I`m in now was something amazing. They all pointed out that the lack of supervisory awareness is the reason behind this, and I doubt that really, for that strange atmosphere could occur in any supervision, something irrelevant to what manager was in charge. I feel the place is Toxic. Now the main keywords of our institutions is (EMBRACE CHANGE, TERMINATION, RESIGNATION, LOBBIES, CONSPIRACIES, WARNING LETTER, DISCIPLINARY ACTION) and the negative list goes on.
I need to change that, but the questions are; From where should I start? Will I be able to change? Will there be anybody interested in lending me a hand? What actions am I permitted to perform? Someone might say: if you don't like something, Change it. If you cant change it, learn how to get used to it. I hope that's not the case here, to be silenced and force myself either out or surrendered.
Old is Gold, that is how the cliche goes. and whatever changes there will be, nothing will be like the old times, there are numerous incidents that I will never forget for the rest of my life.
We used to be united, so workaholic and most importantly, A Family, something rare to see in any institutions' environments. I used to perform extra hours on purpose just to hang out with my friends, chatting and throwing all those jokes constantly. Even in national holidays, I was volunteering to work at those days just to be in my 3rd home (after my real home and the college). In Ramadan Specifically, I was enjoying my time the most, as we eat our Futoor there with the rest of the team. There were no distinctions between Senior or Newcomer, Team Leader or an agent, or even the manager with the rest of the crew. I can feel free to express any of my thoughts publicly, I would never conceal, why would I do that?!.
Well, at least, that what it was look like back then, I can't imagine that the same place I`m in now was something amazing. They all pointed out that the lack of supervisory awareness is the reason behind this, and I doubt that really, for that strange atmosphere could occur in any supervision, something irrelevant to what manager was in charge. I feel the place is Toxic. Now the main keywords of our institutions is (EMBRACE CHANGE, TERMINATION, RESIGNATION, LOBBIES, CONSPIRACIES, WARNING LETTER, DISCIPLINARY ACTION) and the negative list goes on.
I need to change that, but the questions are; From where should I start? Will I be able to change? Will there be anybody interested in lending me a hand? What actions am I permitted to perform? Someone might say: if you don't like something, Change it. If you cant change it, learn how to get used to it. I hope that's not the case here, to be silenced and force myself either out or surrendered.
Old is Gold, that is how the cliche goes. and whatever changes there will be, nothing will be like the old times, there are numerous incidents that I will never forget for the rest of my life.
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